Step Four

The Fourth Step in the Recovery Journey

4. Conducted an in-depth and fearless moral evaluation of ourselves

Step Four involves conducting a "searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves." However, without engaging in the steps that come before and after, we risk achieving the 'nil' outcomes mentioned in the section of the book appropriately titled "How It Works."

Step One is merely the initial step in comprehending and identifying the issue. Step Two involves acknowledging that "something" might restore our sanity if we proceed with the remaining steps. Step Three represents our commitment to that "something," indicating our intention to complete the remaining steps. Step Four marks the beginning of our actual engagement in action. If "our troubles… are primarily self-inflicted" and the only solution to address "the root of our troubles" (selfishness & self-centeredness) is to "begin a journey of vigorous action," then Step Four serves as the launch pad. While the Step Three "decision was essential and pivotal, it could have little lasting impact unless immediately followed by a determined effort to confront and eliminate the barriers within us" that separate us from God and others.

On our spiritual path and recovery, it is crucial to continuously strive to deepen our connection with the "something" that keeps us clean and sober. The most effective way to seek and encounter God is by examining our behaviors and interactions with all of God's children. We confront our resentments, fears, and inappropriate behavior towards others in relationships, understanding how our selfish, dishonest, self-centered, and fearful behaviors govern our lives and hinder our ability to experience God and his children. Step Four facilitates this process.

If we fail to consistently recognize and comprehend how our actions affect those around us (through frequent inventory), our aspiration for "the maintenance and growth of a spiritual experience," which may be critical for a fulfilling and content life, might never be fulfilled. Continuously revisiting the first three steps and conducting regular inventories help to diminish the ego, keeping it in its rightful place — present and necessary, but not in control. Routine inventory is essential if we are to invoke, sustain, and strengthen conscious contact with that "something."

– Anonymous